Soooo I figure it's time to talk...
Scott and I have pretty much split up. I am not doing the best about it, and am scared, and upset, but at the same time I think deep down I know that I deserve to be treated better.
Scott is a good guy. I don't want to sit here and down on him, but he has some issues that I don't think I can be apart of anymore.
I guess I am more ready for the relationship to move forward than he is...
Scott and I haven't had the best track record..in the past he was pretty rough on me, and I have had a hard time letting go, which I know is not good, but I admitted this to him, and he said if I can't forgive him there is no point, which deep down he right....
So instead of going to where I have for the past 4 years for the summer...I am moving home to my parents.
Maybe the time apart will either heal or break us.
Sorry to be a downer, but I needed to actually talk about it finally.
So I am going to be positive and say my loves....
loving that yesterday it thundered...I love love the sound of thunder. It's my favorite... I ran outside and took this pic:
loving that Milli talks to me lately. It's absolutely hilarious. She doesn't bark but talks...seriously..she has the deepest little voice.
loving that I will be seeing my family in two days.
Happy Wednesday!
