Wednesday, May 2, 2012

loving...time to talk...

Soooo I figure it's time to talk...

Scott and I have pretty much split up. I am not doing the best about it, and am scared, and upset, but at the same time I think deep down I know that I deserve to be treated better.

Scott is a good guy. I don't want to sit here and down on him, but he has some issues that I don't think I can be apart of anymore. 
I guess I am more ready for the relationship to move forward than he is...
Scott and I haven't had the best track the past he was pretty rough on me, and I have had a hard time letting go, which I know is not good, but I admitted this to him, and he said if I can't forgive him there is no point, which deep down he right....

So instead of going to where I have for the past 4 years for the summer...I am moving home to my parents. 
Maybe the time apart will either heal or break us. 

Sorry to be a downer, but I needed to actually talk about it finally. 

So I am going to be positive and say my loves....

loving that yesterday it thundered...I love love the sound of thunder. It's my favorite... I ran outside and took this pic:

loving that Milli talks to me lately. It's absolutely hilarious. She doesn't bark but talks...seriously..she has the deepest little voice. 

loving that I will be seeing my family in two days. 

Happy Wednesday!


  1. break ups sucks, but being able to write about it helps so much :) luckily for us we can use writing as a tool to heal. good luck.

  2. Kae, I'm really sorry that you're upset, BUT I will say that Im happy that you are making decisions that are healthy and smart FOR YOU! You're the only person who will look out for you, so you need to make sure you're doing it well!
    I'm always here if you want to talk/vent. You know I've been through it, and I can tell you, if it's meant to happen, the next thing that comes along will be even better!
    *sending you hugs*

  3. Hang in there you are strong and worth it. His loss, your gain. Hugs.

  4. Oh no! I'm so sorry girl :( But I am glad that you are doing what's best for you which is a hard decision to make sometimes. Thinking of you!